I had a hard time dealing with the unknown the first go-round. This time, I'm much worse. I know that if anyone is wrong about any possible condition, I'm cooked. So, naturally, I think about every possible condition.
The biggest time of not knowing is before treatment, maybe because during treatment, you're just too screwed up. That's where I am right now. I'm still doing all kinds of tests. I'll go through that later.